Quite a number of things have happened in the past few weeks. There are some repeat tests to see if I have improved in working the solutions, more realisations on the flaws in my character, deeper lessons on the state of the heart and so on.

I am tuning down really. Life honestly wears me down. I really have to keep seeking something to grab and hold on as I wake up each morning, just to hopefully keep myself going another day.

The good thing is that I become more aware on the Blessings of God in even the smallest fraction of a moment I can grasp. It's like I am made to learn to split my moment into a few fractions and search happiness within those fractions.

I realise indeed time may expand, depending on the state of one that determines his capability to stretch time. A lot of things can happen in a fraction of a second and it's really overwhelmingly beautiful to be brought to awareness to the many things happening at that moment. Amazing! Breath-taking!